I wish you all a wonderful holiday season, whatever you are doing and however you are spending the time. And as the year draws to a close I’d like to thank you for your interest in my work over the last year, whether you have had a reading from me, enrolled on one of my courses or simply subscribed to my blog or newsletter. 2015 has been an eventful year for me, revisiting Ireland, writing my latest novel with all the research that has involved, delving ever deeper into astrological knowledge and then finding ways of distilling that down into clear, useful and often life-changing insights for clients and students. Lots of hard work including a steep learning curve of familiarising myself with video conferencing and the like but I feel very excited to have now developed a platform to dynamically interact with students in my new worldwide webinars. So if you have ever been curious about learning more about astrology, now is the perfect time.
I would like to start by sharing with you a kindly-written testimonial sent to me by one of my astrology students:
‘An in-depth Chart reading from Michael which included both Western and Vedic interpretations has been instrumental in putting my life back on track after suffering for many years with a medically undiagnosed Chronic illness.
I’m now studying Michael’s Western Astrology course under his ever giving, kind and supportive tutorage.
This is bringing even more healing realisations which are slowly but surely turning my life around.
The amount of work he puts in on behalf of his clients and students is amazing, as is his depth and breadth of knowledge.
Many Thanks Michael’,
Lytham Saint Anne’s UK
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Suspect you are caught up in a self congratulatory group that is not the real thing? Suspect that you are being controlled by someone on a pedestal? Are you being fooled by ‘spiritual bypassing’?
Spiritual bypassing is the use of spiritual practices and beliefs to avoid dealing with our painful feelings, unresolved wounds, and full true developmental needs.
So often these days it is the individual on a pedestal with sycophantic followers ‘liking’ his/her Face Book postings compulsively.
So often it is the ‘realised individual’ who lives inside a façade of the false smile and control, and who denies the truth of what is really going on in their life and what they are really feeling and really doing to themselves and others.
So often it is the person who is hurt and who has set up in a fortress of veneer and self-congratulatory spiritual practice, often dressed in white or robes.
So often it’s the individual taking refuge in formulaic spiritual practices which go little further than focussing the mind for the moment and repressing healing issues that need to worked through and transcended, or are actually the enemy of producing enlightened awareness. These are procedures rather than practices to develop truer connection to Reality and the true self.
So often it’s the hype of the spiritual centres. So often it is the parent who neglects her children for the spiritual group or path. So often it is actually the enemy of true loving connection in relationship.
By contrast, for a life-changing truly caring connected path to enlightened awareness, I would like to recommend Helen Hamilton’s Self Realisation meditation and her twelve-week course which runs Saturday, 4 October – Saturday, 20 December
If you want to see the genuine path, see: http://www.templeoflight.co.uk/self-realisation-course.html
I have been reading what Mukti, the wife of Enlightened Teacher, Adyashanti, said in interview about Sacred Marriage. This is worthwhile reading. For info on worldwide distance learning course on kundalini meditaiton that leads to this level of enlightenemnt see Helen Hamilton: www.templeoflight.co.uk
Here is what Mukti writes:
That which is awake was calling since I was very, very young. I was raised Irish Catholic and felt that a love of God and Christ was foundational to my life. There was a tremendous yearning to know God. When I was seven, my parents found the teachings of Paramahansa Yogananda, and, with that, new perspectives opened up for me. As a young adult, I heard a talk by one of Yogananda’s disciples, Brother Anandamoy, on spiritual marriage. I must have listened to this talk on tape dozens and dozens of times. And the one line that deeply penetrated me was, “The purpose of spiritual marriage is to find that the One in me and the One in my husband or wife is the same One in all of life.” I knew this was my deepest yearning.
Later, soon after I was married to Stephen Gray, now Adyashanti, we attended a satsang (teaching) with a teacher named Gangaji. Right away Adya got up and spoke with her from his perspective. I could see that the dialogue that ensued was from a shared, awakened perspective of knowing Oneness, and that it was a dialogue in which I was not able to participate. As I witnessed their exchange, something came fiercely alive inside me, saying, “In order to have a true spiritual marriage, a true meeting of Adya, I must know this perspective.” And my seeing this didn’t come from a place of jealousy. It just came from a knowing that this must be—it was as though within myself, without literal words, my Being was saying, “This must come to pass. So that I too can meet my husband from this perspective.”
This knowing kicked off a real fire within me. In the past, I’d come from traditions of faith and trusting in the guidance of a savior or guru. But this was different. I think it was the first moment when something in me knew that it was time for me to be truly serious, to truly engage the issue of realization for myself.
To become what you were witnessing in them…
Become that and to no longer waste time. It was as though something just clicked inside me that took me out of a sense of “Whatever God wills” to an intense inquiry: “What is God? What is this?” Before that, when I had a savior or a guru, I would place my trust in their wisdom, their divinity.
Their enlightenment. I believed that if I emulated them as best I could or followed the teachings that they’d set out, then maybe I would come to know what they know. But in this moment, what happened was it went from following the teacher to “this must be.” There was just something inside me that made not knowing no longer an option, and in that sense it was as though time had run out. Sharing Adya’s perspective had to be in order for this marriage to be what it must be for me, the only thing that will be satisfying for me.
It shifted from wanting to know God to seeing God in these two people interacting, to seeing that they looked out of those eyes of God. And my saying to myself, “I will not be satisfied unless this is my perspective,” changed something. It no longer was about wanting to know God (as an object). I wanted to be that. So this inquiry began…“What is that? What is that perspective?” And the word that Gangaji and Adya were using for the One was “Truth.” So, it ignited something new. As opposed to wanting to know love or bliss or the joy of union with God, the movement came to wanting to know the truth of that perspective, of Oneness.
And so, this became my inquiry, a very, very alive inquiry for months. And I had to do it for myself. The outward, more routine spiritual activities I did, such as attending services or meditations, became arenas where I would dive into these questions. I think it’s important to emphasize that something shifted inside me where I had to know. It’s not something that I can take credit for. Something in me just turned.
And yet, one of the distinguishing features of that moment was that the marriage itself became part of the motivation to say, “I can’t stop here. I’ve got to go where I can meet this being where he is.”
If I’m going to be a married person in this world, I have got to know what true marriage is. That conviction was fierce within me. It just had to be. So, that was the drive. Then, after maybe five months passed, I attended my very first silent retreat, which was also Adya’s first retreat teaching as a teacher, in July 1997. I was the retreat leader in charge of the logistics of the event. A few days into the retreat he gave a talk on “stillness.” I knew that he was speaking from a perspective of stillness that I didn’t know. My mind had an idea of stillness, but I could tell it wasn’t matching up with how he was speaking of it. And the way he was speaking of it was mysterious to me. It was unfamiliar but intriguing.
When the day ended and people had gone on to bed, I stayed in the hall to meditate and really dove into that question “What is stillness?” “What is it?” And that was the inquiry that brought me into direct experience of stillness, which flowered into a knowledge that that is Self. That is the nature of Self. Although stillness moves as form, it is the one constant. It is the One. Stillness is the perspective of permanence, of that which does not come and go, even as it comes and goes as form. I think, part of the inquiry that may be of interest to people was that I truly didn’t know what Stillness was. I had completely set aside any ideas that I had about it. And with all of my senses I followed the sense of stillness in my body, and really traced all movements within my body as I was sitting, until my body became more still than I’d ever known. And then my attention went to the outer world, and I sensed what Stillness was in the outer world.
Tracing outer form back to whatever was behind it, which was non-form, the non-movement behind movement. In that inquiry—this is just more of a personal question—did you feel guided by any kind of inner voice or not—how did that tracing phenomenon happen? Was something telling you how to do this or was there just a settling in and of itself?
I did not hear a voice. I guess it just seemed the most obvious place to start…to sense stillness as I was sitting in meditation. Perhaps because some of my main teachers had come from traditions of meditation and had had some of their innermost dialogues with the Divine in meditation, I was drawn to meditate. When I wanted to know something of this order, I would sit and meditate. That was my training. And so, when I went to sit, I sat in meditation posture, as was part of that training.
So, the outer body, of course. was still.
It was still, but I always had experiences of really not truly being still inside. But on this evening, it just seemed obvious that the first place to look was “Is stillness here? Even in the midst of activity of mind and body?”
Including breath, heartbeat, thought, feeling, sensation—all that moves, changes.
Yes. So it was not an inner voice but a natural curiosity to start with, a curiosity about “What is most immediate in my own direct experience of stillness of body-mind?” And the inquiry itself invited a dropping of that question into my Being, not posing it to my mind.
The question, “What is Stillness?”
Yes. “What is Stillness?” I dropped the question “What is stillness?” into my being, into my innermost being, down into my gut. Then I began to sink into a sense of stillness in my body, and all the movement within my own form began to settle and become quieter and quieter, and there remained a very quiet, still watching of all this settling.
And then, there is still another leap beyond the perspective of the watching?
Yes. As my energies were withdrawn from movement, that which is aware of movement became prominent and was experienced as stillness. It also became clear that there was no perceivable difference between that which was aware of movement and all that was in motion. One could say that subject and object were experienced as one.
At the time, this did not register as an insight of oneness, it simply was what I experienced that evening…at which point I decided that any more efforting to inquire would be the antithesis of stillness, and so I went to bed. I was fully aware of all of the sounds of the outer world, and I went into deep sleep which later, when I reflected back upon it, was unlike any other sleep I’d had in that I was completely unaware of the world of form at a certain point. I don’t recall even moving. Then I heard the morning wakeup bell, and I went about my functions of the day. I don’t remember much of them to speak of, other than that I fulfilled my duties—but without a sense of self-consciousness, without any sense of self-reflecting. I’m using both of those terms to say that I was not aware of a sense of “me.” Then, after breakfast a woman bowed in “namaste” to me. In fact, she did a complete prostration before me and that was when a sense of the awareness that was looking out of my eyes at the world of form recognized itself as emptiness. And the laughter! I felt utter delight at this magic trick of what is completely empty and without form appearing before my eyes as form and appearing specifically as the form of a woman who was bowing to me as if I was something.
I remember you said that her “namaste” was no more significant than if she had bowed to a blank place in the room.
Right, or bowed to a toilet! It was amazing that she actually believed that there was someone in front of her. I mean, it would be as funny as one hair on your head jumping up and bowing to another hair on your head and dancing back and forth, bowing, worshiping each other. It was just delightful and humorous although ultimately those words fall short.
In the moment of the bow, in the moment of somebody in front of me interacting with me as though I were a something, all of a sudden the heightened awareness popped in that I’m not a something; I’m emptiness looking out of this form. And in that moment emptiness was born as an experience. What I am, what life is, what you are, what everything is, was seen as all that is, the one reality. All of this is being perceived from emptiness and clearly there was no “me” in this experience—this experience of myself as no-self or emptiness. And then, as the day went on, that experience opened, registering in my human consciousness as if to say, “This emptiness is this fullness that I’m looking at. This formlessness behind my eyes is what’s looking and is what’s looking back at me. This formlessness is this form, and it’s all arising as one thing. That which is perceiving, that which is sensing life, and the movement of life, the forms—all of them—are arising simultaneously.”
How about after this experience of awakening out of identification with form—how were you different?
Some of the conditioned mind, concepts that separate or cause a sense of a “me,” that create a center or position in relation to life—some of this returned. But a lot of it just mysteriously dissolved. It’s the seeing that has the power to dissolve conditioning.
In the work that I do with people, sometimes insight alone is enough for a pattern to dissolve. More often, however, insight is not enough. Without the experience of awakening, patterns have much more tenacity. I would imagine that, after the experience of awakening, when conditioned mind arises, there is a new perspective that lets you know “this isn’t real”?
So, the conditioned thoughts and beliefs have a much shorter lifespan.
It’s more efficient. I guess what I was really left with was a sense that “me” lives only in thoughts that are believed.
So, in a sense, having awakened to the reality that what you are does not depend on believing the thoughts you have about yourself, those beliefs can drop away more quickly. Prior to awakening, we might investigate a defensive behavior pattern (for example, avoiding intimacy) and find the beliefs on which it is based (for example, a belief that “If I let someone close to me, I’ll be rejected”), but there is still a tendency to justify the belief because of an underlying assumption that the “me” has substance and can be hurt by others. Whereas once you’ve had an experience that who you really are doesn’t depend on a “me,” and that who you really are cannot be hurt by anyone, then, when the feeling of “me” being threatened arises, we can question it from a whole different perspective, which allows it to dissolve more quickly.
Yes, it does. And, there’s no desire—at least I don’t experience a desire—to make it go any faster. When there’s a dawning that it’s all yourself—even the illusion—it’s not something that needs be rooted out. But there’s a natural curiosity to see what the illusion is. There’s this whole fundamental aspect of consciousness—meaning life, reality—that moves to know itself in form, even if that form is a belief or a feeling of threat or suffering. There also seems, from everything that I’ve seen, to be inherent in all of experience a movement towards freedom. So if there’s, let’s say, a painful emotion; that emotion responds. It moves to be seen, felt, heard, experienced. In a sense it’s born to be experienced, and once it’s seen and experienced directly, not suppressed and not embellished, but seen in its exquisite suchness, just as it is, it has served its own life’s function, and it dissolves. You could say it’s been freed.
There is a felt sense that life is living itself, and it’s showing up as feelings. It’s showing up as everything, which includes feelings and beliefs; those are directly experienced, and then life goes on. I’m free to experience these things as they arise. It’s showing up for the whole thing, as all of it. Sometimes people are kind of in a hurry to be free of things, and they miss the freedom of being a human being, of getting to experience the miracle that anything can even occur out of nothing. I want to add as a reminder that everybody’s totally unique. Some people may experience some of the things I’ve shared that happened to me after awakening, such as a greater capacity to see personal beliefs and patterns which cause suffering; yet many people see such patterns long before awakening. There are those common questions “How does awakening unfold? or What does it look like?” Well, it can look all sorts of ways—from a more gradual dawning of what’s real to a sudden dawning of what’s real.
Perhaps there’s seeing an object and knowing oneself as that object, or as another person, or as all of life, or as nothingness. Perhaps there is a dis-identification from the sense of “me,” or perhaps the “me” is seen to not exist at all. In the absence of “me” one may know what they are not. This knowledge can exist with or without the knowledge of what one is. In other words, there are all kinds of awakenings and seeings, my story is just one. There are no two alike.
Can you tell me anything more about what has changed in your relationship with Adya?
I think the biggest thing that this shift of perspective affected, certainly initially, was how I heard things and how I communicated. A lot of my life’s experience had been that of wanting to be understood and of defending how I acted in the world. For example, feeling like I needed to justify why I did what I did or to explain why I was having the experience that I was having, so that I could be understood or accepted. And a lot of that fell away, so I was able to also listen in a way that wasn’t listening through that defensiveness. That was a huge change. At the time of the awakening I was in a program studying Chinese medicine. As I student I thought I had every ailment that I studied! But because the fundamental fear of death fell away with the awakening, it changed my whole relationship to health. As a result, a lot of the conversations I would have with Adya about my health just stopped. This freed up a lot in terms of energy and time that Adya and I spent together.
I’ve always had this sense of Adya, especially when he was a new teacher; he always felt like a real maverick to me. It wasn’t too long after that movie Top Gun came out, and in that movie there were these people who fly fighter planes and they just respond like this (snapping her fingers). They possess some internal navigational skills that are highly instinctual and intuitive. And Adya felt very much like that; he’d respond immediately to what life offered, and easily reverse direction. Now, within myself I feel that the more this awakening is deepening and unfolding, the more I have a sense of suppleness and ability to shift more quickly. Life is turning this way, “Okay,” and then you turn this way. And then comes its next curve or turn, and it feels a little bit more like somehow the whole ride is being ridden.
You said that the point of spiritual marriage is for the One in you to recognize the One in the other and together to come to the knowledge of the Oneness that we are. Is this now more available to you?
Yes, to see that the One in me and the One in my husband, in this case, is the same One in all of life. So, it’s not that we need to see that together. But I think the recognition that that’s the same One in all of life came at the exact same time as seeing that it’s the same One in my husband.
Do you think you serve the same function for Adya?
Everything serves that, absolutely.
Barefoot pilgrims braved the rocks today and climbed Croagh Patrick, Ireland’s Holy Mountain.
Thousands made it to the top for 8am mass with Archbishop Neary. Here is a video taken a couple of days before:
Up to 30,000 pilgrims made the journey to the summit of Croagh Patrick in Co Mayo today to make the pilgrimage of Reek Sunday: the last Sunday in July, which replaced the feast of Harvest and the Sun God Llugh when Saint Patrick exorcized the mountain around 432AD. He displaced Corra the goddess of the mountain, calling her a she-demon, consigning her to the lough below, and he warned the Irish to abjure the worship of the Sun which also took place on the Mountain from the Bohea Stone nearby on the two days every year of the Rolling Sun. He then started the conversion of Ireland.
And by weird coincidence I went to the Baptism of a little girl, a lovely genuine family and community event of a girl child with such spiritual energies, and I found very unexpectedly that the Church, St. Mary of the Angels in Batley in Yorkshire, had a great statue of Saint Patrick which had been donated by the poor Irish migrant workers to Yorkshire in the 1860s, and there was a magazine in the porch all about Reek Sunday pilgrimage.
Yet this was the very same Mountain that my mother was given the penance of climbing: bare-foot for the sin of having given birth to me.
This was after her parish priest at the Church of Christ the King, Letterfrack, in County Galway, nearby, had blackmailed her that she was forced to give me up for adoption or he would be ‘reluctantly compelled to tell her mother of her lapse from virtue’. I have the papers in evidence.
And we were in a convent orphanage that year run by the Bon Secours nuns. And by another coincidence, this is the same order of nuns that ran the orphanage at Tuam near the Holy Mountain, where the skeletons of 796 orphans have been discovered, who died of malnutrition and disease at the same time as we were in my Bon Secours orphanage.
You can see the Archbishop of Tuam whose responsibilities included that orphanage: he is blessing the faithful in the attached photos.
The first mass of the day commenced at the summit at 8am and Mayo Mountain Rescue reported 17 casualties, four of whom had to be stretchered from the mountain, while two more required evacuation by helicopter. Most of the injuries were broken bones and strains, while one person suffered a head injury and another man was airlifted to Galway with chest pains.
The last Sunday in July has been a day of Christian pilgrimage to the mountain for more than 1,500 years and this year’s event drew people from all over the world to southwest Mayo. It was a place of Irish pilgrimage for four thousand years before that.
See my website www.druidforestschool.com where I call for goddess and god to be restored the summit of the Holy Mountain from which Saint Patrick cast them down. And read my novel Druid, available from Amazon.
This is an Urgent Calling from Priestess Moryanna for a collective womb cleansing by Mary Magdalen received by Grace Antara Ma July 22nd 2014, a gift of love on her day of celebration:
Priestess Moryanna is working with Mary Magdalene energy.
See her websites: www.moryanna.com and www.druidforestschool.com
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Contact Priestess Moryanna for worldwide distance work invoking Goddesses and Gods and if you live locally to her come along to her Goddess workshop this Saturday>
: as men and women we need to heal the feminine within us and throughout previous incarnations – 90% of us only use 10% of our full feeling capacity – we are learning to accept and embrace our shadow aspects of self – we are all connected as men and women to the collective womb – to feel with all the living beings on the planet – so much pain, distress, anger – we cannot truly connect to love until these distorted energies of victimhood, suppression and abuse are transmuted and healed – the gullt, the shame lies as a dark shadow that needs stripping like a snake shedding its skin to rebirth itself .
And here is the channelling:
Beloved sisters, beloved brothers, this is I Mary Magdalene. I great you on behalf of the goddess that lives, breathes and vibrates thru all living beings, thru all living things, the seed that gives birth to everything, nurtures and expands the love, that permeates every living organism on this beloved planet. I call upon you dear ones with urgency in my heart for a collective womb cleansing and reconnection with your deepest ability to feel, to feel with your heart and with every living fibre of your being unfiltered, uncensored, unrestrained and to connect with your ecstatic body, which is often referred to as your pain body. And indeed indeed there are reason why many refer to this divine tool as a pain body…. a divine instrument that was given to you by source to ensure your divine connection and exchange with source at all times. For thousands of years many wars were fought in the name of controle and surpression and male superiority, a battle between mind and heart, between the divine masculine and the divine feminine. A battle that left innumerous wounds in you over many many lifetimes, where you allowed yourself to be ruled and controled by a patriach mind structure and belief system, where you allowed yourself to be abused, to be taken advantage of, surpressed and belittled to the point, that you could no longer handle feeling it. This is the main reason why grounding has been and still is a major problem to many women, because throughout history it was necessary for you to either leave your body as a way of avoiding to feel or to close down your ability to feel thru your heart to an absolute minimum for your survival and as a result you disconnected with your ecstatic body, your physical body and planetary body.
Yes indeed many of you have been doing intensive inner work to heal those inner wounds and have also become very aware of where it has limited you in the expression of your divine feminine aspect. However a majority of humans currently incarnated only use a very limited part of their ability to feel. To give you an impression of the current situation 90% only use some 10% of their full capacity feeling potential. And some 10% have transformed and reconnected to 90% of their feeling potential. You might say well I do surrender to my feelings, I do feel strongly…. but what does that imply…. you might have learnt to accept and embrace the shadow aspects of self and the pains of the past, but how does it look like when it comes to feeling the ecstacy, that runs thru your veins and expresses itself as your kundalini…. This is the pathway, this is the portal without which you will not be able to feel with your full divine potential and it is with urgency that I invite you to take this step, which is vital for your ascension.
Even those amongst you that feel that you have already healed your divine feminine only use a minimum of your entire spectrum to feel, because even though you may have transformed your individual personal wounds, there is still the collective body of the divine feminine, which I refer to as the collective womb, which you are all part of, also those of you currently inhabating a male body. You are connected to this collective womb throughout all times and it is thru this living organism, that you are able to feel (with) all living beings on this planet and beyond. However there is so much pain, so much distress, so much anger stored in this collective body (womb), that you will not be able to truly connect with your full divine potential to love, until these distorted energies of victimhood, of surpression and abuse are transmuted and brought into their “healed form”. The guilt, the shame, the abomination lies upon this body as a dark shadow and you need to strip of this shadow like a snake shedding its skin to rebirth itself.
I ask you to now join me in this healing ritual and to call upon all the women in you, the women that you have embodied and expressed thru thousands of years, of all cultures, of all ages, call upon them to gather with all the women of your lineage of this incarnation, have them join hands, have them unite with the sisterhood, no one is excluded, no one is judged for what she did or what she experienced. Place your hand on your heart and forgive yourself in each one of them for having allowed yourself to be used and abused and taken advantage of, for having allowed yourself to be treated disrespectful, for being dishonored and disempowered, for having allowed yourself to play weak and inable, for having allowed yourself to resign and turning your back at your soul and disconnect with the divine feminine power aspect of self……… all because of fear of being rejected and abandoned. All because of depending on the love of external sources.
You may now open your eyes and inner vision again and see the full picture, you may now speak out your truth without fearing the repurcussions, you may now allow yourself to feel again to your full potential and ability, you may now allow yourself to stay “in body” without any need to escape and to feel freely and intensely with your ecstatic body the truth of who you are. Because the past has taught you that nothing has the power to harm you, unless you give your power away. You have grown and learnt that “weakness” can be a means to the greatest of strenghts, you have learnt to trust yourself and stand on your own feet in the middle of a battlefield and survive, you have matured and awakened to the inherent strength that lies within your very essence. And thru the power of forgiveness and genuine compassion and self love you are able to close the wounds of the past in all your female aspects throughout time and space and thereby close the wound of every woman on this planet beyond time and space. Even if you are currently incarnated in a male body all the women you have incarnated as in previous lifetimes will be healed thru this act of self love. Invite those aspects of you that you have discredited, disowned or disconnected with because of shame, because of anger and self condemnation or simply because they were too hard to bear, call them back home to you now, take them into your embrace, hug them and tell them how deeply you love them, share your compassion and let the nectar of forgiveness surround them like a healing cloth. Tell your ecstatic body to let go of all the memories and all the emotions………………………………………………… (breathe deeply as you let go and take as much time as needed until you continue)……………………………………………………….. give thanks to your body for having held those energies to this moment of homecoming, so that you may never forget those lessons gained of victimhood and surpression. Now if you feel ready give yourself permission to feel again in the power of your I Am Presence to your fullest capacity and to fully embody and feel with your ecstatic body and reconnect with the divine feminine, the vibrant living goddess in you and in all living beings. Imagine your womb as as part of a huge womb, the womb of Gaia, the mother of all mothers, (you may envision the entire planet within your womb)………………………….. now see the violet fire of transmutation flaring up and consuming all the memories, all the pictures, all the negative emotions, that held you in victimhood……….. take your time and simply let the pictures, the feelings filter thru you and into the earth without dwelling with them………………… hold the vision until you feel lighter and more at ease….. let the violet fire consume all the energies, that have kept you from expressing and feeling to your fullest capacity. (continue when you feel ready). As you begin to feel free and joyfull envision the sacred cobra awaken and rising in your womb dancing in the violet fire, spiraling higher and higher as it cleans and paves the way for the kundalini and opens the doorway to your ecstatic body and spirit to join forces in your pineal gland……………………………… surrender without fear………. let your self go………… see the cobra dance and shed its skin rising in a liguid golden dress now shining above your crown twisting and turning before it comes to a rest fully awakened, fully empowered, fully activated orgasmic energy floating your every cell and taking up space in you as you re-turn to your divine essence and vibrate the living ecstacy, the creative life force that created you and all living things and thru which you are connected with all-that-is and of which your body temple was created, your divine vessel, that hosts your soul………………………………………………………………..
Enjoy the expansion in your heart and in every cell and atom of your being………… just float and BE in this space as long as you feel like and continue, when you feel ready. And now that the wound of the divine feminine has been closed, now that the divine goddess in you has found peace within her very being, she can now forgive all the men, that took advantage of her, that abused her, that forced her to her knees, with the understanding that they themselves had wounds on their own divine feminine aspect, that they themselves became subject to their own surpression and were inable to feel,because they had rejected and disconnected with their divine feminine aspect, the goddess within, because they themselves caused their own fall of awareness thru their choice to disconnect from their heart and intuitive side and let themselves be ruled by their egoic mind and masculine aspect of superiority, dominance and controle. Now forgive them, embrace them, hug them and let them feel the love, that they withheld from themselves, the deep surrender that they longed for, that will allow their wound to close…..invite them to start feeling again… thru your compassion and unconditional love ………….. take as much time as needed and continue.
please see the Mary Magdalene channelling below for more I am working with Mary Magdalene energy on Sat in my workshop Thru healing the wound in them also the divine masculine in you will find expression in its healed form and so the divine feminine and masculine can merge and unite with one another and surrender into BE-ing beyond feelings of inferiority or superiority, of victim and abuser, but seeing the other as an expression and extension of self. Breathe deeply into this forming vortex of oneness and ecstatic feeling of freefalling into the cosmic womb of expanded growing awareness, a pulsation in sync with all of creation, your true home. Thank you beloved hearts for having the courage to journeying thru time and space of pain and surpression to reclaim your power. Your intuition, your vision and telepathic abilities will increase dramatically as a result of this reconnection with and grounding of your ecstatic body and it will ensure your smooth ascension and embodiment of the omnipresence of god/goddess, your I Am Presence in divine equilibrium and unison with all-that-is. You are deeply loved. Each of you are an immesurable gift to the planet. On the behalf of the sisterhood, this is Mary Magdalene giving honor to the goddess in each one of you for your devoted service. Be blessed..